man, these kids grow fast. he has all kinds of problems and all of a sudden i see him more normal this morning in the rocker. he is like hitler, raising his hands and salute me all the time. he is pretty cool. nice little hands, to stay on my sweater. i keep worrying not to get him into the habit of sleeping on top of someone. so, i guess i balanced it with soothing and getting used to new atmosphere.

good feelings and only good memories with him.